Of course not that I have any followers left, but I will write for myself just to see if I can at least make a post once a week.
As many of you who have followed me know I have had at the very least life altering events over the last few years. At times I have just felt like just giving up and walking off the bridge, but low and behold somehow I have held on, not sure why, but I have. But I am feeling a little better mentally at least so we will see. I am drawing and painting again. Not every day, but I have gone down this road many times as you know and I have posted thinking the darkness was over and I could start to live again just to fall down the rabbit hole again. So I will just give it my all once again and see how it goes and see if I can continue to progress and get better. Funny, well not so funny but true. The better I get the worse my brothers life is getting, but I will do all I can to help him through this time in his life. If I have not said it before, we have been close since we were kids, so that does not go away and I think as we all get older we realize how important those childhood bonds are in life.
So for anyone that has followed me throughout this time in my life I appreciate it and I trust I will finally get through the dark tunnel that I feel like I have been in for so long.
I will post something I have been working on.
Love, Light, & Harmony - CindyLew
