Saturday, May 18, 2013

I'll Try It Again!!!!!

Hey Bloggers,

Of course not that I have any followers left, but I will write for myself just to see if I can at least make a post once a week.

As many of you who have followed me know I have had at the very least life altering events over the last few years. At times I have just felt like just giving up and walking off the bridge, but low and behold somehow I have held on, not sure why, but I have. But I am feeling a little better mentally at least so we will see. I am drawing and painting again. Not every day, but I have gone down this road many times as you know and I have posted thinking the darkness was over and I could start to live again just to fall down the rabbit hole again. So I will just give it my all once again and see how it goes and see if I can continue to progress and get better. Funny, well not so funny but true. The better I get the worse my brothers life is getting, but I will do all I can to help him through this time in his life. If I have not said it before, we have been close since we were kids, so that does not go away and I think as we all get older we realize how important those childhood bonds are in life.

So for anyone that has followed me throughout this time in my life I appreciate it and I trust I will finally get through the dark tunnel that I feel like I have been in for so long.

I will post something I have been working on.

Love, Light, & Harmony - CindyLew


  1. I am glad to hear that you are coming back to the light after the dark. Sorry your brother is having troubles too. Summer is almost here. Maybe Henry and I can come see you for lunch near the beach? Miss the coffee stops and what not. Love you girlfriend.

    1. its been a long road and still not sure if im back yet, but trying to overcome this..........whatever it is. i so miss you guys, that would be great. after we get through this with my brother maybe we can meet, if not down here at least half way because i really dont get up to the desert at all but would love to see you. keep in touch and let me know how you are. im not on fb much anymore so i really dont talk to anyone but i do read and see whats going on with you guys at least. take care

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  3. hello, what is your website so i can see what you discuss on your site. do you mean personal issues, art or what? please let me know.

    regards, cindy

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Welcome Bloggy Friends:

Thank you for stopping by. All of your comments are greatly appreciated and I look forward to reading them; I will return the visit soon. Until Then....... Have a wonderful day!!!

Warm Wishes, CindyLew