Not A Good Day

Morn'n

i have not blogged in a few days but things have been a bit crazy around here. both me and my sister moved in with my brother in september because we were both having a hard time because we are both sick with almost the same symptoms, except that she has been sick longer than i have, so he asked us to move in. i feel like he has given up a lot and spent a lot of money on us since we moved in but we have helped out in other ways. but this is the sad part................ today my sister is moving out and i am truly going to miss her. its funny how sometimes things get on your nerves but all in all the three of us have had some fun times. its hard when you; meaning all three of us were living by ourselves and than we move into a 2 bedroom condo with 4 cats. so its been interesting some days, but still better than being by myself when i am sick. not that we are not all sick, but if you have read any of my posts you know i have been going round with health issues. well all of my brothers and sisters have some form of what i have, so its a family thing i guess. but anyway, they have both helped me so much and she will be missed even though i am sure she has no idea because she always feels like no one cares about her even when you tell her you do. so today is a sad day for me, because as the youngest one in the family i really never got to be around family much because they left before i was in my teens. so this was fun. we would talk about stuff that happened when we were kids while we had dinner or whatever, so even though its been hard sometimes its also been nice.

so i guess its time to get ready and go to the doctor once again.............. oh joy. he said he will give me a shot in the knee today because its so bad. i really need a knee replacement but will be waiting until i can no longer walk until i have that done.

love, light, & harmony
cindylew