Day 5 - Not So Great

Hello,

Well today was not what I wanted it to be, but after my trip yesterday I really could not do much, so I didn't even get out for my walk. I hate it when I do this because it sets me back and it really does not take much for me to get right back into my bad habits. Its always harder on me because my husband comes home on Friday nights and kind of puts a whole new twist to our living arrangement, which is not the best right now. There are 4 adults and 4 kitties in a small 2 bedroom condo. Not that I'm complaining but its a lot of people and animals, but it works for us and once again, its better than being on the street. So hope to get up and be able to go for my walk tomorrow because I feel like someone beat me up today. For some reason I hurt so much after a trip that its hard to do anything the next day.

We still have not heard anything for my friend yet, but she gets worse as I am writing this and I just have no idea what to do for her. I often wonder what will happen to her if they cannot get her mental illness under some kind of control. Putting the drinking and whatever aside, the mental part of her issues are unbelievable.

Looking forward to the weekend and would really love to go to the convention, (i would love to meet Tim Holtz) but don't think that will happen, but I can always dream:-)

Have a wonderful weekend!

Love, Light, & Harmony
CindyLew